April 25, 2012

there is telepathy between hearts.

day 3/30 : your idea for perfect first date 

perfect first date.
wink wink
^_^


menunggu :)


aku seorang yang amat simple lagi banyak pimple di pipi. just kidding. haha. untuk seseorang yang nak jadi wink wink toing aku,  idea aku ialah :

♥♥ nak warna baju yang matching <--- macam budak budak lah ko nih :P

♥♥ pakaian mesti kemas, cun ohsem ah. biar terjejol sape yang tengok.  giler ah sape yang pakai serabai time first date. kompem pompuan bagi alasan tak nak couple dengan ko. patah seribu lah ko

♥♥ jangan memandai nak pakai baju wane hitam. hari len tape.   biar la ceria sikit. wane kuning ker, pink ker.. baju lelaki wane pink?? auw auw auw

♥♥ yang paling penting, date tuh kena kat umah aku. double date lah ngn mak ayah aku sekali :) amecam? bagus tak idea aku? 

♥♥ nak first date hari jumaat. ai jumaat ai aku lahir. penghulu segala hari. extra bonus si wink wink toing bila pegi masjid sekali dengan ayah ak. *cair* ah pape je la. yang penting aku suka ai jumaat. rehat pon lame ai jumaat nie.

♥♥ kena mitak kebenaran daripada mak ayah aku untuk die couple dengan aku.  weewiiit. sape yang buat camnie kompem janji aku tak kan jalin hubungan main main dengan die. hyeeee baby. erk

♥♥ lastly, die mestila pandai bermesra dengan ayah and mak aku. tak pandai cakap xpe sebab aku sebaliknya. tapi kena hormat orang tua, tak lokek bagi senyuman, berbudi bahasa sopan.

-----> kenapa perfect first date kena jumpa ibu bapa dulu? aku percaya pada satu je. kalau ayah n mak aku suka dan setuju, so aku akan setuju. sebab orang tua nih pandai tengok tau. susah lah nak explain tapi trust me. if ur dad/ mom say yes, just go on with it. if not, find another man. :)


p/s : rasa dah tulis panjang kemain abes dah idea yang ade tapi kenapa entry masih pendek. uhuks!

pissed off

okaaay. i'm pissed off.
fuh fuh fuyoo!  duk kat departmant accident & emergency (a&e)  nih sangat syoooooook. xde prescription yang nak kena buat terburu-buru. xde orang nak jerit name. bole duduk atas kerusi xde lah lenguh bagai nak tercabut kaki kehulu hilir cari ubat. pagi top up rak/ laci mane yang kurang. naek tengah hari je duk depan filling label kadang-kadang dispense sendiri. part dispense n aku cabut lari.  lack self confidence lol.

bak to the main topic. two days ago, some one said i'm mulu &(^@#. okaay fine. aku bole terima sebab memang aku nih jenis banyak mulut. ringan je nak bercakap senyum gelak ^_^. pastuh tadi terserempak dengan die tuh. mase tuh aku tengah berjalan sambil bersoal balas dengan pak cik dari office department. then die cakap ak berlagak. what the $%^.  memang aku nampak die tersangat nampak. tengok die pastuh terus tengok depan. wakaka. pastu die datang jumpa aku.

little conversation between aku n die 
die : amboi berlagak sekarang yea
aku : kalau saya tegur nati ade orang cakap saya mulut #$%^&
die : ala bergurau je cakap camtu. bla~~~
aku : bergurau pon ade limit die jugak. bla bla bla
die. saya MITAK MAAF bla bla bla~~
aku : diam terus blah. 

okaaay. aku nak tunjuk yang die mitak maaf je. tapi still ak rase marah. tau buat tau plak nak mitak maaf. bole tak pikir dulu sebelum cakap. dah dua kali okaay!


   

update : pada sesiapa yang terasa hati dengan saya, maafkan saya. i still lurve u as a friend :) *kecuali untuk orang yang saya ceritakan di dalam entry ini*

April 12, 2012

day 2/30 : your favorite movie


kuch kuch hota hai! =D

jodoh menghampiri diriku!

dirikudrcinta:

“Selagi belum halal, kita masih punya jarak.❤” Sincerely, me :)

 bace tajuk laju-laju tahap pos laju. ulang-ulang suploh kali tiap kali sebelom tido kalau nak cepat kawen. okeeey?! itu karut U__U.

bukak "si burung biru" bukak "muka buku" tengok ramai sangat post pasal kawen. kaween??  :D whoaa excaited kemain weh. sape x suka nak kawen. tapi tapi tapi tapi saya xde boifren, boboiboy atau anje.. ?camne nie?? umur da masuk duploh satu. saya nak kawen mase umo 23. camne nie?? <--- nie bukan aku okaay..

bagi aku, ianya senang je. bak kata sikembartolol "aku tidak mencari cinta, aku menunggu cinta. menunggu bilanya masa Allah izinkan aku bercinta. 


tapi secara jujurnya bukan semua yang bercouple bagai nak rak tuh akan kawen. tuk mane-mane gadis @ jejaka yang belum penah rasa bagaimana rasa bercouple tuh ak jeles sama korang! sebab 1st love korang ialah suami or wife korang sendiri <-- paham ke idop nih? maksudnye jangan lah senang-senang bagi hati korang tuh kat sesape. biarlah kompem dieorang jadik milik kamu. lagi best couple lepas kawen. erk! ade lagi tak yang macam tuh sekarang nih? nak satu! *pang!* sape yang ade perasaan nak couple tuh sila delete cepat3. sape yang tengah couple, no komen! bhahaaaa


okeeey! serius balik.
 bagi gegurl yang kat luar sane tuk dipermudahkan peroleh cinta, mendekatkan jodoh :)



dan ini satu lagi jadikanlah amalan ;)

melempias rindu,
pada sebuah doa.

bukan twitter jadi medan,
bukan facebook jadi tatapan,
bukan taman jadi tempat pertemuan,
hanya pada Tuhan keluhan hati dikhabarkan.
via -tersenyum melihat langit
insyaAllah jodoh kita telah ditetapkan
letssharestories:

═══════☞  Married or not, must read this Story   ☜══════
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up Muhammad (PBUH) said: “The believers who show the most perfect faith are those who have the best disposition and the best of you are those who are best to their wives.” “Men are the supporters of women, because Allah has stowed on the one more than the other, and for what they have to provide (for them) from their sources. So the righteous women are obedient and protect in the absence of their husbands that which God ordains to be protected.”(Qur’an 4:34)
truly.madly.deeply. song to my future husben. :)
eh eh apesal lagu lady gaga nih. eh eh  there nothing else i can say =P
ape motif aku sebenarnya nih? huh! sengal? T__T







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